曾经那不可抗拒的尊严

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曾经那不可抗拒的尊严
我那伟岸的尊严一直支撑着巨大的灵魂------题记
记得我南下读书，很难适应那里的环境，习惯可能要靠氛围了，经过时间的打磨，耳濡目染就融入到了温情之中，那时的南方人几乎天天吃米，开始还不适应，后来也就慢慢习惯了，但是唯一让我不能接受的事情是在马路吃东西，不管是春夏秋冬还是人声鼎沸，一样的对待，边走路边吃面，后来我还在想，难道是他们的习俗？但是我始终都没那样做，在我这个北方人眼里他们是在出卖尊严，怎么可能在公交上吃东西？怎么会在教室里闻到飘着各种饭菜的香味儿，那不应该是我们读书的地方？三年了，我一直坚持着没有他们那样落落大方的吃东西，只有一次是为了在考试前把早餐解决掉，所以在路上吃了。
这是三年前的。
再听听三年之后的故事。
直到有一天，自己不自觉的在马路上啃花卷，看到周围莫名其妙的眼神，过后自己想了想，是从什么时候自己变得这么粗鲁不堪，竟然在马路上吃东西，那不就是对别人不尊重？
可是下回还这样，恶性循环，早晨六点半起床，开始在拥挤的卫生间洗簌，最后出门的还是我，再步行到上班的地方，途中路过包子铺，买到花卷就吃，早餐在路上解决，预谋好的晚餐却要等到下班之后，可惜泡面没有开水，在回寝室的路上，我试着在我认为熟的小卖铺和餐馆打听有无开水，都回绝了，没有，摸着饿了一天的肚子，心里很是委屈，想想自己的处境很是可怜，而雷说： 我从来都不用可怜这个词。何曾我也用过呢？我的尊严呢？为了一顿饭而到处求助，曾经的高尚呢？
尊严敌不过现实，尊严不能填宝肚子，而缺热水泡面，一旦有水就能填饱肚子。
俩者，我选择了后者，这才是生活，放下尊严，你才能生活的好。
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